One year ago, I told you everything about my Second Coming of Gaming, dear fellow gamers. This was a story of hope lost and found, the tale of a gamer coming back home after years of forced exile from the gaming industry; it was moving, it was striking, and it felt like destiny. The story of how I became a collector, on the other hand, is pretty subdued. It's a tale of stealth, the story of a hobby taking a life of its own and expanding beyond my wildest expectations. If gaming was Metal Slug's Marco Rossi, making a bold and triumphant return into my life, then collecting was Metal Gear's Solid Snake, sneaking in and becoming a thing before I even realized it. Make yourselves comfortable and bring in the pop-corn, dear fellow gamers: here comes the story of how I became a Game Collector.
Collecting was never on my radar during my formative gaming years, due to a
multitude of reasons. The sheer lack of funds and games to collect was
obviously a major obstacle; but had my bank account overflowed with money and
Europe with localized games, I don't think I would have indulged in stacking up
cartridges nonetheless. See, I was not exactly concerned with perennity and
replayability as a youngster: the best was yet to come, and the next game in
line was always more exciting than the current one. Mind you, this carefree
consumerism was far from being exclusive to yours truly: gamers at large, as
well as the gaming industry itself, proudly exhibited that same careless
attitude. The truth is that pretty much everybody back in the days saw
gaming as a hobby for idle youngsters and consoles as mere toys, bound to be
discarded as soon as the newer and flashier piece of kit stormed into the
market. We were all ruthless, latching onto new gaming systems and fads with an
enthusiasm only rivaled by our eagerness to get rid of formerly beloved games
and consoles; as a matter of fact, the only thing more shameful that not owning
the current hot console was to be caught enjoying an game from the former
console generation.
With such a background, suffice it to say that I had no plans whatsoever of
becoming a collector when I got back into gaming in early 2012. Sure, I was
slightly more concerned with perennity than in the '90s, as I wanted to hold
onto my precious cartridges this time around; however, I was only planning to
purchase a couple of games and leave it at that. Heck, other handhelds were not
even on my radar yet, let alone backup units: as far as 2012's me was
concerned, the DS my beloved sister gave me was going to be my one and only
system. Oh boy, how things have changed since; and how I laugh at my own
past naivety and candor now, sitting on piles of dozens of games and pieces of
kit.
So how did I become a collector, exactly? Well, that unexpected
development is to blame on several things, the first one being Amazon's
fiendishly devious yet highly enjoyable suggestion system — you know, that
falsely innocent "Customers who viewed this item also viewed"
section, choke-full with games irresistibly similar to the one you're just
checking. I kid you not: this section alone is responsible for dozens of
purchases, and can account for a massive chunk of my precious collection. Not
that it's a bad thing at all, mind you; I was more than glad to cave in, and
that suggestion system allowed me to discover the full extent of all my
systems' RPG libraries, which would probably have remained unknown to me
otherwise.
The question is, why was I so glad to cave in indeed? What made me purchase
games so ravenously, despite boasting neither a strong collecting background
nor any intention to ever become a full-blown collector? I could chalk it all
up to pure greed, but there is actually more to it. In mid-2013, I owned
roughly 50 DS games; a respectable number, granted, but one that certainly
wouldn't have warranted a featuring in Retro Gamer's Collector's Corner.
My collecting fully took flight in late 2013, reaching its peak in 2014 and
soaring high until mid-2015; and that two-year bout of intense and frantic
collecting matched a troublesome period in my life. To sum it up, this was the
time when I rented a matchbox-sized flat in a shitty industrial neighbourhood,
slaving away in a job that I only marginally enjoyed in order to save money to
purchase my very own piece of real estate; and although I fully chose that
situation and owned it, there's no denying that it was a teeny-tiny bit trying
and taxing. A fair bit of escapism was in order; and lo and behold, collecting
games gave me exactly that. (And so did playing games and writing about them —
it's no coincidence indeed that I started this very blog in late 2013, a couple
of months after moving into my pint-sized dump.)
With hindsight, it kinda boggles my mind to see how much I accomplished on the
collecting front in those mere two years. Not only did I build up a full roster
of handhelds, with the PSP, the Vita, the 3DS and the GBA joining my precious
DS; but I also bought dozens of games, primarily DS and PSP ones. Those
games were so dirt cheap that I could literally purchase several of them every
week while still saving dough like a squirrel on steroids. By the time I
finally left my tiny dumpster in mid-2015, my precious collection had cracked
the three-digit limit and I had become a full-blown collector. In the meantime,
concerns regarding perennity had also kicked in, along with a growing desire to
compensate for my frustrating meagre gaming years; the latter only added fuel to the raging fire of my
collecting, and the former prompted me to purchase backup units, supplementary
cables and extra batteries for all my systems. Better safe than sorry, indeed!
I slowed down ever-so-slightly in late 2015, and my collecting reached its
cruising speed. The next two years saw me collect at a steady yet more relaxed
pace, focusing more on the Vita and the 3DS and the Game Boy line — without
forgetting the occasional DS or PSP hidden gem that had passed me by until
then. 2018 saw a noticeable slowdown in all things collecting: with Vita and
3DS releases slowing down to a trickle, only a handful of new games joined my
precious collection, along with a couple of Japanese exclusives that had been
lounging on my To-Get-My-Paws-On List for years. 2019 is shaping up to be even
more indolent, as Sony is about to stop the production of Vita cartridges in
the West and Nintendo is slowly but surely abandoning the 3DS to focus on the
Switch. Although I predicted the complete halt of my collecting endeavours
several times already on that very blog, that probably won't happen any time
soon: not only will Vita games still be released in Japan, but I'll also have
the random overlooked gem from older console generations to keep me occupied.
I'm actually looking forward to that more relaxed purchasing pace, with only
the odd acquisition here and there to remind me of my halcyon days of
collecting.
Reminding, indeed: because apart from precious, solid physical games, that
whole collecting epic will leave me with heartwarming, wholesome memories. Oh,
those thrilling hours spent hunting for games on the internet whilst listening
to uplifting music! That giddy joy I felt every time I unearthed a new game
worthy of joining the fray! That sheer delight that washed over me every time I
pored over my collection! From the wonder and elation of the early stages to
the contentment and sated gratefulness of recent years, without forgetting the
eagerness and ardour of the 'escapism wanted' era, every phase of my collecting
career was truly magical — and very much worth remembering indeed. Heck, I even
look fondly on all the missteps that occurred along the way. Paying too much
for North-American games on Amazon.co.uk because I didn't know yet that
Amazon.com and Amazon.ca offered cheaper prices, ordering a Japanese game only
to learn a couple of weeks later that it was going to be localized, landing a
filthy GBA bootleg: that sure didn't amuse me at the time, but the seasoned
collector I've become cannot help but smile at those antics.
And that, dear fellow gamers, was the story of how I became a proud and happy
Game Collector. Those seven years of collecting were a most amazing ride
indeed, and I'm firmly planning to enjoy that ride's ultimate stages to the
fullest. Feel free to share your own collecting tales in the comment section,
dear fellow gamers; and as usual, thanks a million for reading, and be my guest
anytime!

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